bro's bday

another reflection entry ..

I have lost 2 very important thing in my life during this half year.

I am very reluctant to let go ... but I have too much pride not to let go ...

Half a year has past since the start of 2009 and I feel I am not half way to my new yr resolution

I really wish things will become better, but I am unable to move things forward ... not with my prode ...
I have tried before but I felt very disadvantaged ... so I told myself I shall not even try unless the other party tries ...