BZ fri......... I felt like dying in office... worse still its unappreciated

Super bz at work today... cos it was pay processing day... and theres this auditor who keeps coming to me for information ... no thanks to my boss...

actually he went to my boss for information first... den my boss told him " go ask him go ask him (me).. he knows everything.... "

Best liao loh... throw everything to me... when i haf so many things not done yet... (particularly worried abt the IR8A man....) So this auditor keep coming to fan me ... while i haf to settle the pay thingy... sibei sianz... Din even go for lunch with my colleagues at je... just went down to cafeteria to grab some stuffs b4 heading back to office... to slog ...

N wats worse is that its not being appreciated loh... at the end of the day my boss told me... " u have been dreaming har..." Actually he just sort of signalled to me to keep a stack of documents... by showing me some hand sign that looks like a pocket file holder... so i put it inside one for him loh...

Den he say: "har??? like tt ah?? This kind of standard... put it in a nicer file can anot "
I told him: "wat nicer file?"
He said: "those clip ones lah... you have been dreaming alot these days "
I told him "what dreaming... I'm not dreaming wat.. where got dream"
Him : " You are not serious in ya work"

I kept quiet.... din wanted to tok back anymore cos I know its going to make matters worse... I quarrelled with him b4 when i was employed thru the agency... and i dun wan that to happen again.... So i kept quiet... blood boiling inside me but i tried not to let it show.... #(*$*@)@@ Irritating pig! In the first place u din even tell me wat u want loh... u just showed me some signals... how the hell am i gg to figure out u wan those clip files... ur signals not an international sign like the third finger signal can... arse... He's always like tt.. say things halfway... den dun say anymore.. u have to go figure out wat the f*** he wants... damn it... yue xiang yue qi....

Actually everything was ok b4 i told him i'm gg for the exchange program... i guess it all started after i told him I will be gg for exchange in july so will be unable to continue working. Really regreted telling him so early.... the reason i told him so early its because I know he will surely take his own sweet time to find a replacement one... so hopefully tell him earlier so that he can make preparations.... come to think of it... i'm such a dumb ass... shld haf just told him after my exams.... Sianz....

After since I told him abt the exchange.. he started hafing this negative feelings towards me n my work.... he once said "aiyah some ppl gg work liao.. den wan to go away liao... dun tell him so much" ... or "some ppl gg away liao mah... make trouble for others only" .... "you always make mistakes in ya work... nothing from you has no mistakes" (yah i admit i do make mistakes but its not always loh!) ..... "wat u screw up again!" .... theses kind of remarks loh... i hear until i very sianz sometimes...

N the work there is not very relaxed either... theres so many shit things to do ... when ppl ask me wat i do in the office... "office boy ah" ... i just tell them yah loh.. office boy... bao sua bao hai.... But the thing is that it comes with it a hell lot of responsibility.... you haf to ensure that pay is correct for everyone... leave is updated... make up pay is submitted... prepare IR8A.... cpf submissions.... and all the wat nots like store room stuffs.. server room .... I'm slogging like a dog in the office...

Wonders why am i doing all these shit.. i shld be relaxing at home... go for lectures.. do my tutorials... go shop ... go pubbing... go haf fun n enjoy my uni life... Haiz wat to do... Need the money ... So can only take the criticisms like its not meant for me... dun take it to heart.... dun take it to heart... *will tell myself tt*

Screw those whos complaining....